The current mood of the little nikki girl
*Gavin Anthony* - April 04, 2005
*Distractions* - February 24, 2005
*Othello, tha Moore of Vefunky Ass* - February 18, 2005
*Constantine* - February 09, 2005
*Weirdness* - January 29, 2005


Willy Wonka and the Medical Factory August 14, 2002 - 4:16 p.m.

Today seems to include more boredom.

I've done nothing but wander aimlessly around the internet. Doing absolutely nothing of any relevance to anything. Although, I did start making chicken and dumplings earlier. So I guess that counts for something.

I've had a tremendous headache for the past few days. I always think it's caused by a tumor. Paranoia, I'm sure. But the way it feels... the pressure... like something is in there actually squeezing my brain. Like my cranium is shrinking, and one day I'll get a random nosebleed (which never happens to me) and it'll be my brains, slowly pushed out of my skull. It's anything but pleasant.

I told Chris the other day that I didn't want to die of cancer. Just one of those things that you say on a whim, half joking but half serious. He had that look on his face like the ice cream on the cone just fell into a pile of fresh dog shit. Full of shock, verging on tears.

There's no need to cry. I'm the one with the everlasting headache.

.: previous - next :.