A Little Bit of Vanity Goes a Long Way July 13, 2002 - 2:18 p.m.

I'm just completely disgusted with myself.

Intelligently, emotionally, physically. You name it, I'll find a flaw in that area.

Today my physical appearance is pissing me off. There are too many things to cover, but my current disappointment, is my stomach.

I'm not fat, by any means. I can wear children's pants, for fuck's sake. I think I only weigh 115 lbs, and there's muscle in that. And I'm not anorexic or bulemic. I eat like crazy, and keep it all down.

But I'm slowly developing that little 'pudge' or whatever. I keep saying I'm going to start exercising to work it off, before it gets more defined... but that simply hasn't happened yet.

It's my own fault... I realize this. But I still have to complain about it. Maybe that'll make me change it.

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