Static Disposition April 02, 2003 - 1:17 a.m.

The past two days have felt... odd. There's really no describing it, as I can't put my finger on what it is myself. If I can't figure it out, then it's impossible to be explained enough for others to understand.

Things just seem... out of sorts. Different. Not right. Not even just 'not right', but all kinds of wrong. Yet looking back on any events that took place (which were none, as usual) there was nothing that happened, or didn't happen, to make me feel this way.

It's like this feeling of deja vu, without feeling like I've gone through it before. Just when I feel like I'm coming close to figuring out what it is exactly that may be 'wrong', it's gone. And in its wake, there's left behind this... static. A static void. Where something needs to go. And when that happens, certain images have gaps. And some sounds are just fuzzy.

Oh man.. This is just completely impossible to explain. And hell to deal with, mostly for that very reason.

It all feels like just waking up from the strangest dream. Like that in-between when you're trying to figure out just what's going on, just before you realize that you were dreaming but you are now awake. Or maybe that's just during... or just after? All of the above?

You know you're fucked when visuals have sounds and audios have texture and shapes, taking on a tangible element.

You're not supposed to hear pictures or touch sounds, people! It's just not right!

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