It's a Sickness. June 12, 2003 - 1:12 p.m.

I think I mentioned not too long ago that I played a game, Herdy Gerdy, and became nauseous while doing so. Motion sickness from a video game, how lame.

It happened again today. But this time, it was a game I've played before, with no prior problems.

I get motion sickness from playing... *sniffles*... Buffy!! *falls on the floor crying*

Can you believe that shit!! I didn't even get to play for that long, and suddenly I was feeling like poop and knew immediately what was wrong. I can't play the lovely Buffies without taking meds! This sucks so very much.

I'm still feeling all queasy and light-headed. I tried laying down, but that didn't seem to help.

So now I'm worried. Highly. Great, large, stupid amounts of worry. Am I worried over the mere inability to play video games? No, no. There's more to it. I'm worried that there's something wrong internally that's causing it. Why is it that I could play Buffy before, and suddenly I'm ready to hurl? I brushed it aside when it was just the one game, but now not only a second game but one I had no issues with before. This is really fucking with me.

So my mind is running like mad. Recently, I've had the worst, most intense headaches that don't go away. I'm dealing with one right now. In addition to that, I've been having chest pains almost daily, sometimes a few times a day. With the chest pains comes shortness of breath. Sometimes I'll get the breathing deal without the chest pains. Then there's the regular muscle aches and unhappy tummy. All this and throw some sudden video game faux pas into the mix, and I'm thinking things seem to be a little on the not-so-right side. I've often wondered if I don't have a brain tumor. And with this motion sickness thing, I'm really thinking it's probable. There could be some kind of tumor pressing on whatever lobe would trigger this reaction.

I'm dying. That's all there is to it.

Although, I do find it kind of funny that they say obsession is a sickness and it's evident that I'm obsessed with Buffy.... then I'm getting physically sick from playing the Buffy game.

Yeah.

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