A little bit of rambling that clears nothing up. June 04, 2002 - 4:06 a.m.

I have an issue with selfishness. Have you noticed?

Selfishness may not be the right word........
Fuck it. It'll briefly serve it's purpose.

I have my own things, space, thoughts. I don't like other people to get in the way of that. I suppose I should elaborate and say I'm not really selfish. I have two silver stars in sharing, after all. (Silver, because it's far prettier than gold.) I'm more than generous with people I'm close to. Yet I've still got this thing that it has to be known that whatever it is, it's MINE. I can't stand the idea of someone going through my things, or 'borrowing' something without asking first.

OWNERSHIP!! That's the word I'm looking for!

Possibly, it's due to not having anything to call my own while growing up. Once I finally started to get crap and my own room, I wanted it all to myself. I wasn't about to let any of it go. That would explain why I'm a slight packrat as well.

There's really no relevance to this, so be on your way, ignore anything else if you even bothered reading this far.

If you're still reading this.... here's a cookie. You rock.

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