I Don't Patronize Bunny Rabbits August 13, 2002 - 7:43 p.m.

My dad and step-mom sent me a few pictures taken during my visit in Florida.

Have I mentioned before that I hate pictures of myself?

I think I hate these pictures even more. I never photograph well. My boyfriend tried his hardest to lie and tell me they were good pictures... but it didn't work. I don't believe him. He tried telling me I was too self-conscious and crap. I told him he was simply biased because he was gettin' some.

No response to that. I guess I was right.

He bought Amelie for me. Just a random 'Hey, I picked up a movie for you' kinda thing. He does that on occasion. How spoiled am I? Pretty fucking spoiled. I love it, I won't lie. If I had the money, he would be spoiled too. But then again, he spoils himself. It's difficult to shop for him around his birthday and Christmas, because he buys himself whatever he wants anyhow. If we each were given a million dollars, I think it'd be blown within the first week or so. Granted, mine would go towards a house, a car, a NICE puter {or 2}, a huge entertainment system with a few extra tvs, medical bills (just cause I need to do that) TONS of movies and music, some new clothes, and investments. I think that covers the bulk of it. He would probably spend half of his money on video games alone, a little to get completely out of debt, and....... I don't know what he would really want other than that. He doesn't really talk about that kind of stuff. He's really calm and stress free. I'm jealous of his ability to not worry about things so much. I'm constantly dwelling on the future, which has it's benefits, but can cause loads of unnecessary stress. Whereas he doesn't seem to worry about things like that in the slightest. He just kinda floats through life. Bastard.

He helps keep me sane.

I want to watch Heathers, but the disc is gimpy and won't play on any of the players we have. Just a gripe. I'm finished.

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