No Buffy Guilt February 28, 2003 - 10:16 a.m.

Ya know.. I've been talking about, reading about, watching, etc... a lot of Buffy related stuff lately.

Now, I know some of you that may read this are probably completely annoyed by this. For whatever reason you may have. So I have this to say to you..

FUCK YOU! I don't care!

I started actually feeling guilty for showing so much interest into a show of all things. A now dying show at that. Like, geez, I'm wasting time. I could be doing something productive with myself. I could be out, trying to change this 'hopeless loser' label I have stitched across my forehead.

But then it dawn's on me (no pun intended) that this show seems to be the one thing that I enjoy anymore. With the shitty moods I've been in lately, then I deserve to have something like this that makes me happy. And fuck any of you that think it's stupid or annoying. If you don't want to read it, then don't. (And, no, this isn't directed towards anyone in particular. No one has said anything to inspire this.)

Maybe it is just a way to take my mind off of my problems for awhile... but so what if it is. Don't I deserve a break from stress? Especially when I feel like I'm choking on it every day? When I feel like crying all day, and sometimes do, then I need this obsession to make the sadness go away. If I absorb it, then maybe this 'funk' will wash away.

Guilt. For enjoying something. What the hell?! Who thought this stuff up? That's just insane! Whoever coined the phrase 'guilty pleasures' should be shot. In public. An old fashioned town-square torture deal, that'd be great. Everyone, clean out your refrigerator, set aside any rotten foods.. we're attacking the source.

I will continue to enjoy the things that I like. And that's that.

And speaking of which... CNN even had a quick blurb about the end of the show last night. They said something about UPN not wanting to continue carrying the show since SMG decided to leave. If she left... then it wouldn't really be 'Buffy' anymore, therefore there'd be no show to carry. Big dummies. But now I'm wondering if that means they won't carry the spin-offs.

And I'm waiting patiently for next week's Entertainment Weekly to come out, because SMG apparently did an exclusive interview with them for the March 7th issue.

And here's a Sci-Fi Interview thingy.

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