Mutant Power March 02, 2004 - 3:23 a.m.

I've had the same headache, with varying intensities, for over a week now. Some days, there's hope that it will disappear completely.

I feel like I've cried, if only a little bit, every day for the past few days.

Not because of the headaches.

I watched The Body today. Normally, I just get a little teary eyed during Anya's speech. But today, it happened first when Buffy said 'We're not supposed to move the body!' and finally started crying herself. Then again when she told Dawn in the school hallway. Then again, somewhere in the scene with Willow and Tara, shortly before the Anya speech.

I'm a big girly girl and shit's been bothering me a whole lot lately. I think watching such an emotional episode and seeing everyone dealing with things in their own way, I guess I felt I was able to identify with them. Their emotions, not the event.

So maybe, already feeling emotional, I was like some empath and felt what they felt during certain moments.

Or I'm pulling monkeys out of my ass.

On another note, it looks like I'll be working Thursday and Friday. Supposedly long hours, both days. Some teacher convention. I hope I don't see any of my past teachers.

"Hiya, Mrs. SoandSo. You did a great job, I'm a failure!"

Yeah. That'll be good.

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