The current mood of the little nikki girl
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Mental Mutilation July 24, 2002 - 1:56 a.m.

Flowers not gather'd in their prime,
Rot and consume themselves in little time.

So it appears that I'm stuck in this wretched self-loathing phase. It seems to happen quite frequently, but it typically passes after a day or two.

This one needs to hurry up and crawl out of my ass.

Have I ever mentioned how much I hate self-hatred? (Not necessarily in others, just me)

Well, I do. Lots. I hate it more than myself, at the moment.

Maybe things are looking up.... there's actually something I despise more than me.

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