Pains of Life November 18, 2002 - 4:31 p.m.

My mother is coming to pick me up in a few hours.

She's only about 2 days late.

I'll spend limited time at home, with my puppies and kitties, as Chris will be picking me up tomorrow evening. We have to watch Buffy at 8pm, after all.

By the way, I'm disappointed that Haunted was dropped after only 6 episodes. Granted it wasn't a spectacular show. The dialog was quite draggy in most scenes and the show itself often 'beat around the bush'. Never the less, I found that I quite liked it. Not top of my list. Not must see. But still an entertaining watch.

And now it's gone. And I will never know exactly what happened to his son and why that freaky blue guy is sticking around.

We're assuming that the blue guy kidnapped the son and was all Mr. Dirty-Pervert-ActionFigure-Guy with him. But I suppose we'll never know for sure now. And if we ever see this guy in a movie or another show, we'll just see him as a perv because they've never corrected that image. Way to go, UPN.

I spent most of last night curled into a ball, crying.

The headaches decided to drop in and scream hi.

I often have headaches. Nearly all the time. I have one right now, in fact. But I can usually cope with them. A little tinge of pain. A whince here and there. A nap to sleep off the agony. Sometimes tears, but it's not commonly that intense. Last night was just.....

Pain.

There's no other word for it.

And it wasn't isolated to one small section. It covered my entire cranium.

It was this insane pressure inside my head. Like there was a suction causing my brain to expand in all directions. It felt like....... If it had gotten any worse, then I would have basically imploded with bits of goo leaky out of my ears and nose.

We've discussed millions of possibilites. Stress. Tumor. Bloodclot. Standard run-of-the-mill migraines. Pinched nerve. Sinuses. Diet. Strain on eyes. But we both realize I'll never know for sure until I go see a doctor. Possibly have an MRI or catscan.

But you see, my problem with that (besides obvious fears) is cost of said doctor's visit. And I'm a loser with no job and no ambitions. What little money I have right now is going towards Christmas presents. And I have to make sure I set some aside for the animals shots and tags, which is coming up soon. In the event that I don't work by then, I'll need to save that money now. And we'll have to get Oreo fixed before then. And there's one thing I want for myself. Not dvd's. Not books.

A new pair of glasses.

*sighs*

Maybe these headaches are simply stress induced.

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