The current mood of the little nikki girl
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KLite and Old Friends February 11, 2003 - 12:41 a.m.

I installed Kazaa Lite tonight. Other than a few title changes during transference, I like it. A lot. I didn't think it would be much different than regular Kazaa, but I was wrong. It's far superior. For one thing, there aren't any ads. No more pop ups!! It has an automatic 'search more' feature, which is so very usefull when you're looking for less mainstream stuff, which I seem to do a lot. It even has some speed increaser thingy that I didn't think would make the slightest difference, but I was wrong, yet again. I've noticed a definite improvement on download time. I've already downloaded several Nerf Herder songs, in almost no time considering my assy dial-up connection. There are several other benefits, but I've yet to learn the details and importance of them.

So I'm liking Nerf Herder. It's like the happy punk that's cute and makes you smile, simply with the tempo and sound. I'll certainly pick up one of their albums. There are four to choose from. Just a matter of money. And unfortunately, there are other things that are priority. Like new glasses.


I talked to a friend tonight that I hadn't seen in nearly 3 years. Online. I knew her in 'real life', but she moved away.

I found out that she now has a little girl, only 7 months old, she's engaged, and she's hoping to finish school in a year and probably become a teacher. At least, that's what she's studying in school... basically 'High School English teacher' type classes.

She was talking about all this stuff and it just made me feel even more useless. She had all this great stuff to talk about in her life, and all I had to say was 'I'm still with Chris', 'Romeo and Twink are still doing great', and 'Have you been watching Buffy'.

The last part was pretty cool cause she was happy to have someone else she can talk to about Buffy and all the WB shows. Apparently no one around her watches it. So we talked about that stuff for awhile. And she was so very excited when I mentioned Faith's return. She didn't know, and that's her favorite character. I think she's even going to be on next week's Angel... it may be that soon.

She also told me, again, that I should become a vet, vet's assistant, or something similar. I don't know that I ever could because lots of blood makes me woozy. But it was nice to hear that someone else felt confident with me, especially when I never seem to myself. If I don't pick something with animals, I should grow up and pick something else. I don't want to be 50 and just starting a career. I'd like to retire while I'm young enough to enjoy it, but that calls for a job and the start of lots of money right now.

It's funny how you compare yourself to the rise and falls of your friends and family. But from a conversation I had earlier, people are very analytical and stuck in their own past. Comparisons are made on a daily basis. It's just a matter of using them to your advantage.

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