An Improvement March 17, 2003 - 3:58 p.m.

When I got home Saturday evening, I was in near shock. I walked into the door, petting the happy doggies and kitties, put my stuff down and when I glanced up, my eyeballs fell out of their sockets.

The woman had actually cleaned. Not straightened. Not simply vacuumed. But actually cleaned. Only the front room, but a start's a start.

There was room to walk. You could see surfaces. You could even see into the next room, without having a stack of newspapers or miscellaneous junk obstructing the view. The room was actually open and spacious. She still had a few things here and there, mostly on the coffee table and the piano. But there was an insane improvement overall.

As long as she can keep this up and earn enough money to cover utilites and food, I'd have no problem covering her monthly mortgage payment for her.

Once I finally get a job, that is.

I've actually been looking. But everything I've seen requires a two or four year degree and a few years experience. Or it's simply something I just can't do. I've still got Walmart as an option and Chris recently informed me that Kohl's needs third shift stock. I absolutely loved doing stock at Warner Bros, so that sounds great. No customer's to deal with, the store won't even be open, it's close to home and has insurance. Plus discounts, so I can slowly build up a non-logoed-tshirt kind of wardrobe. While maintaining my lovely collection of logo tees. Logos meaning shirts for movies, music, or just weird things. Like my face shirts and the 'you smell like butt' shirt. See, not really interview or work attire. So I guess I'm supposed to grow up and get some 'plain' clothes.

Also, maybe I can start saving up and go to school. Maybe look into student loans and grants and stuff. I'm sure I'll end up going to a tech school. Or maybe an art oriented school. I still don't know what I want to do with myself. I know there's a perfect career out there for me, somewhere, I'm just having trouble finding it.

I've even considered web design... but I don't have enough raw imagination to create really great, worthy designs. Or the skills, but I'd take some classes to expand what I already know.

Blah blah blah... I'm always saying stuff and not doing it.

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