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I'm not afraid of moving things, I'm just afraid of boxes falling on my head May 28, 2002 - 2:47 p.m.
I'm not afraid of standing still I'm more afraid of being well I'm not afraid Put the gun in my hand I'm just afraid it will hurt like Hurt like hell I'm not afraid of screaming and I'm not afraid of crying I'm just afraid of forgetting And i am afraid of dying Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you Yes I do Without you use I do and I hope that you do too Without you yes I do.... fear of fear of fear of fear of I'm not afraid of looking ugly I couldn't care what they say I'm not afraid of happy endings I'm just afraid my life won't work that way I'm not afraid of forgiveness I absolve you everything I'm not afraid of lying But I am afraid of dying Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you Yes I do Without you all I do is sit and think about you Without you yes i.... ~ Fear of Dying ~ I've had my two (out of 3) Jack Off Jill cd's on rotate for the past 2 days. It's been awhile since I last listened to them, and I kept leaving them at my house, where I can't listen. Not can't because of my mom, I don't give a shit what she may have to say about my music. I'm an adult, and I hate her music too, so we have an understanding. "Don't play that shit around me" (Me to her, not the other way around) But can't, because I have no electricity in my room. I've got one of those drop lights that mechanics use cheesing the power from her room, so that I have light to read. I've got a cd player in our basement, but trying to get to it isn't worth the effort. I think there are two bookshelves, a desk and a few piles a boxes blocking the way. But then again.... I've thought about taking on the challenge one of these slow and boring weekends. Pretty soon, the basement will be the only vaguest escape from the INTENSE heat, so I may as well have a working radio while I'm melting. Babble babble babble. That's quite enough of that.
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