The current mood of the little nikki girl
*Gavin Anthony* - April 04, 2005
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Fits of Depression January 09, 2003 - 3:35 a.m.

The bottom is dusty and makes me sneeze.



I've noticed that I have been very hypersensitive lately. I seem to cry several times daily at the most trivial things. Even nothing at all. Most of the day I sit as if I'm in a catatonic state. Completely listless. Unable [willing] to move. Everything is heavy. My arms, legs... even my face.

On the other hand, the same effects have been given to my good moods. Not as extreme though. Random fits of laughter and forceful smiles. Not much to speak of, but the need to at least mention it was there.

Also, everything hurts. There are aches in every movement. There are pains in every moment of stillness. Add these on top of my typical headaches and recently popular heart pains, and that makes for a vicodin cocktail waiting to happen.

There's more. I remember there was more... but I don't seem to have the brain capability to either articulate or care about it at the moment.





Well aren't I just the happy camper? A ray of fucking sunshine! *rolls eyes*

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