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Damn Germs November 04, 2002 - 10:35 a.m. Yesterday I felt like ass. Today I feel worse. This is no fun, I tell you. No fun. But, I predicted that I would get very sick this year. I haven't been very sick in a few years. I feel that maybe it's starting.... (Very sick, for me, means severe flu or strep... to the point of not being able to move.) The last time I remember being very sick, I had strep that was on the verge of being mono. I was forced to go to the doctor's even though I couldn't walk. All I really remember of the doctor visit was him doing the heartrate test. Exceedingly high while simply sitting (I used to remember the actual number) and completely uncountable after standing. All I did was stand up, and my heart was beating too fast for him to count. I couldn't stand for long periods of time. Hell, if I so much as sat up for a few seconds, I would instantly become very faint and nauseous and have to lie back down. So I spent that full week or two lying on the floor, in front of the tv with 'juice box' type drinks conveniently in reach. I wouldn't move for days. Trying to go to the doctors' was complete hell. Is this what I have to look forward to this year? Maybe it will be my chance to truly relax.
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