Career Day January 15, 2003 - 2:11 p.m.

I made chocolate chip cookies from scratch today. I wasn't impressed with them. Maybe it's because I almost have a dislike of chocolate anymore. Without the chips, the cookies were pretty tasty. So I guess everytime I eat one, I'll just pick the chocolate out.

I don't know what my deal has been lately. Aside from my occasional stint as Little Miss Domesticated, I haven't had the desire to do anything. Truly nothing. Christ, I haven't even showered since Saturday!! Of course, I have the heater in the bathroom as we speak so that I can finally wash the funk away. Both literally and metaphorically. I think I've changed clothes twice since then. Brushed my hair maybe once. Contacts have remained in my eyes, despite my cloudy vision. Amazingly, I don't look much different than any other day. It's just knowing how lazy I've been that truly gets to me. And, come on... that's just disgusting. Okay, so I'm used to not having water and go long periods of time without a shower. But there's no excuse when I have running, HOT water, whenever I want it.

That's me, ladies and gentlemen. Disgusting.

If I weren't completely bored, I would stay in bed all day. Although, I suppose the immediate flaw in that idea is the fact that I've been either sleeping on the couch, floor or chair. Kind of hard to stay in bed when you weren't in bed to begin with.

Otherwise, I have absolutely no desire to do anything. Especially anything involving a field trip outside the house.

My friend's birthday is this Saturday and I'm forcing myself to be social and go to the bar to celebrate with her. I already feel bad because I declined an invitation to some comedy club tonight. She was going to have a few people get together there as a pre-birthday deal. Come to find out, her mom has more people going than she does. But neither Chris, nor myself, felt like going. He's far more social than I am, and even he didn't want to go.

I think I'm more than cut out for the position of number one hermit. I don't need water, people, transportation. Yep, I think I've found my calling.

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