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Liar, Liar, Pants on fire 2001-08-23 - 9:11 a.m.

Okay, so it's pretty much a given that anything I write it this little box/diary thing is me being bitchy, for whatever reason. It's true. The only time I ever really feel like writing, it's when I'm either in a bad mood, or pissed at something. In other words... me bitching. It's okay though. Cause, see, I'm a girl. That's what we do. Don't like it? TOUGH!! Just don't tell us that you don't like it, or else we will end up bitching more, just to piss you off. That's something else we're very good at.

So anyway..... my little bitching rant of the day is about LIARS!! I have dealt with the BIGGEST bunch of liars in the entire existence of the human race. And get this, they're all related too. A family full of liars. Don't get me wrong, I'm sure EVERYONE out there has told their little white lies here and there. So fucking what, right? But every single word that comes out of their mouths...... lies. No kidding. The drool drippling on their chins is from the excessive over use of the creative side of their brain (singular, the whole family shares the one brain), and it started leaking out everywhere. Don't touch it, it's apparently contagious. And I think what pisses me off the most, is the fact that I've put up with it for over three years now.

I think why it bothers me so much, is that it's caused me to doubt every word that anyone says. Any new person I encounter, I doubt them. I used to be so trusting in people. No, no... the doubts were there. But they weren't as frequent.

Another reason it pisses me off.... one of them lied in court. Swore!!!! to tell the truth. But nothing came out but lies. Every visitor in that courtroom knew they were lies. And I mean EVERY visitor. Most of them were present at the time of the event to KNOW it was a lie that she was telling. And you know what happened? The judge believed her little sob story. I guess her crocidile tears were pretty fucking convincing to him. Oh, and the same person, with the same trial.... SOMEHOW managed to pass a paligraph test. (I'm sure I didn't spell that right.) You know, a lie detector test. Again, everyone that knew her, knew she was lying... and she even fooled the machine. She fooled everyone so much, that she only had to serve a year in jail, and deserved longer. Meanwhile her 'accomplice' is serving 10 years... because he didn't have the exquisite acting ability of our drama queen.

Okay, so it may not seem like much. But I'm soo annoyed with lies. It irritates me to no end. Not to mention that there are other attributes about this woman that are just downright horrible. I used to think she was always this nice, caring person.... but I caught the glimpses of the real person she is. And she's hideous. Don't get me wrong, she can still be SUPER DUBER nice, and I really like that part of this person. But I can't help but wonder, especially after seeing her alter-ego, if this nice person is just a facade. A way to hide her true self from those closer to her.

To your alter-ego... I hope your twat implodes, causing you to choke on your own yeast infection, and the rest of your life after jail is very lonely and unhappy, you fucking bitch!!
To the nice side of you... I hope you have a wonderful and joyous life.

Amendment: January 2, 2001
I just wanted to add that I don't truly hate this person. I read over things, and that's what it sounded like. I was venting my disgust for her one attribute. Actually, it just started as me going on about liars... and I unintentionally used her as my example. I apologize for that... but at the same time don't, because that's how I feel. And no one should apologize for what they feel.

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